| well, nothing went as planned...and i'm still not sure if that's a bad thing.
i've been sitting here for months unable to think intelligent thoughts. i'm in slow motion as everything is racing around me...there isn't even enough time to take in all that is going on. i've tried countless times to pull myself together, but it all comes crashing down again.
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| there are no words good enough to describe the way i feel about you  |
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| i find it absolutely amazing how happy going to cosmetology class makes me. no matter what awful mood i am in before i get to school, i am beyond happy once i'm there. i love my girls with all of my heart, and i'm so happy that i have people like them in my life to cheer me up without even knowing it.
i can only hope for great and wonderful things.
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i keep on imagining this beyond perfect life.. only nine months away. everything is in order, i'm always happy, always smiling. my family's still close, but my friends are even closer this time. every decision i make is to ensure my happiness, and get me a step closer to the level of success i thrive for. i'm not worried about anything, even though i am on my own for the first time ever..and i no longer feel alone. i work as hard as i can. i am who i am.
hopefully dreams can come true
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| so right now it's easter day.
i can't believe that in less than two months from now i'll be graduated from high school. it's a crazy feeling. as much as i've always wanted this day to come, i'm not ready. i'm so scared. i'm looking forward to a great future though.. atleast that's what i'm hoping for.
one thing i am completely excited for is getting my cosmetologist license. i just interviewed at this one salon that i could really grow at and they seemed to like me alot. it's nice that i don't have to go through atleast four years of college to do what i want to do in life. i just hope that i turn out really successful.
p.s. i hate all boys.
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